I was lucky enough to already be a mum to one and have a supportive husband- after waiting through the pandemic to have a second child, we found out at 17 weeks gestation that our baby had Turner Syndrome - there is only one strand of DNA on each chromosome, so rather than being XX or XY, it's X and nothing. It was first spotted visually on a scan with abnormalities and fluid in the lungs and heart. All the advice was that the baby would probably not survive full term, so I also had to make the decision to have a D&E, and I also had to explain to a three and a half year old that his baby had gotten sick and would not be  coming to play any more. It will be 2 months tomorrow. I have kept up yoga the whole time, but I relate to feeling VERY PISSED that my positive practices didn't stop something bad happening - if junkies can churn out babies, why did something happen to us?